The Sudden Fear Has Left Me Trembling

when you try your best but you don't succeed ,when you get what you want but not what you need,when you feel so tired but you can't sleep,stuck in reverse,and the tears come streaming down your face, when you lose something you can't replace,when you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worse?

Felt useless in times when i see someone being so sad over some fucking stuff but yet i couldnt help in anything. This is how life is or maybe i shouldnt have cared in the first place? Spent 2 to 3 hours mapling with sis last night. Memories flashed when i logged into the account and many things came to my mind....

Everything started 5 years back when i was in primary 6. Fatty sold me her brother's maple account for 20dollars. Hence, i started to 'poke' those lame creatures in maplestory for more than 4 years. Hilarious yea? Managed to make some awesome friends like xiangyang , martin, pingping, gillian, nerd etc. But if i'm given another choice, i'd rather not to know them or pherhaps 'play' this game at all. Have to accept the fact that, fate brought us closer together

Today, waited for sandy to finish her lunch in thai express. Headed over to fairprice for my orange juice. Headed over to mom's shop for awhile and homed. Gonna meet karen tomorrow for pool :)

Ending with:

caryn peterson is hot.