The Sudden Fear Has Left Me Trembling

Wished that i could stay drunk forever.


Like what people said, we have not even started so it's easier to end ,well maybe this is a very good choice for you and me.
I just don't understand why do things hav to turn out in this way.
You're always like 'don't care' or 'up to you' ..
I'm tired on clinging over all these, after all i'm still a human. I have feelings k.
How i wished that i could stay drunk at all times, so that it can covers up my misery and also wont be able to feel anything.
It seems like my appearing is bringing hatred to alot of people..

Yesterday went to ber's house for celebration. It's totally suck because there were 2 fucking bitch there.Oops did i just used the 'F' word? But well who cares. Reached around 10 plus and had my dinner there, it's creepy and spooky to walk in the night alone though. Followed by playing of xbox and started going crazy over vodka. Sorry for all the harsh words which i'd used yesterday.. Shall not elaborate any futher. Bye



Stabbing a knife through my heart.