The Sudden Fear Has Left Me Trembling

Woke up at 5.30am today,
took bus to amk to meet bernard ,
bought soya milk from the coffeeshop and cabbed to school.

Went hospital str8 after school and saw my dad sitting at the resting corner talking to a lady and a man,she told them that she had 3 children included a son, going to be in his 20s this year if he's still alive.
To cut the story short,
his son was down with cancer when he was 18, admitted to alexandra hospital and found out that he was in the fourth stage of cancer, also pumped out water from his heart and went through a few times of chemotherapy, feeling awful for months and thought he will be fine after discharging.

Few months after he discharged,
his mum saw him closing his eyes resting on the chair,
she went forward and asked him what happened,
he replied 'i'm tired' and he died.
Her mother cried when she's telling us abt her son because she said that he was a fillal and hardworking child and had never given any worries or troubles to anyone at all.

Hey look how unfair the world is,
we might live today, but not tomorrow.
Cherish your love ones before it's too late to regret.

Take michael jackson as an example,
He's a man with dignity and integrity, everyone knows that his dad abused him when he was a kid,He thenleft his house to be a singer and yea he succussed and became a king of pop who earns big buck.
And when he's alive people tend to spread rumors about him saying that he's a pervert who raped kids.Till his death,the parent of the kids teen to own up that they did it just for money, so what's the point here? It's already too late.

Accompained my dad till 4pm
and mrted home.
Shall stop here for today,
bye peeps.

Maybe human like us only know how to cherish a person/thing when they're really gone;