The Sudden Fear Has Left Me Trembling

Why must u ask me to stop mixing wif my friends just because they scolded bad word,
it's so ridiculous and perharp its a joke for me.
We're in the normal tech stream doesnt means that we're always the bad ones,
cant imagine that u said that sentence out from ur mouth.

I'll be the one who shall stop mixing with you,
in case i got you influenced,
or maybe ,
can just said that,
it is impossible for me to give up on my friends just for you.

Reason is simple,
if u really regards me as friend,
why cant you give me ur number instead of waiting for the N's to over.
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Had enough of all these nonsense,
it's really getting out of my nerve.
Not like as if i cant live without you,
Not like as if it's the first time.
Already got used to it,
seriously,
i've really give up on girls.

Words come out from them changes faster than weather,
they can say they love you today without thinking,
and holding other people's hand tomorrow.

I wont regret the choices i made,
because i know what is right and what is wrong.
Shouldn't waste anymore time on all these nonsense,
as i've other things better to do.
I'll be the big fool if i choose to give up on my friends for you;

Rest assured,
i won't drop any tears on you.

I,
still love being in my own world,
don't bother changing me,
because i won't.
I'm already happy with myself.
So, if you dislike me,
then too bad :D

Went out wif bernard to hougang after school,
brought xxl chicken from the taiwan store and eat.
Chatted rubbish with him,
and decided to sell my haro bike at $200 to him.

Headed to compass point at 5pm,
went kiddy palaces and mini toons to buy 3 soft toys for kai wen, david and kelson.
Spent $64 on those presents,
ate our dinner at kopitiam and mrt-ed home.


Freedom;