The Sudden Fear Has Left Me Trembling

I'm happy because she talk-ED to me in the morning.

And the story goes like this,
i was sitting at the bus stop,
and she pat on my shoulder ,
asking that 'are you really going to wait for me here everyday?'
i said yes.

And she smiled at me ,
so i continued looking at her,
she asked what,
i said nth.
Then both of us totally went speechless after that.

Regretted that,
i didn't ask for her name just now.
God dammit.

And now,
i finally know why did the word 'timid' appears on my name.

School was fine,
because,
we s-l-a-c-k-e-d in school.

Reason of slacking,
because first term exam is over,
but i did nth cos of the tumor thing,
and we shouldnt giv ourself too much stress because N's is coming.

Went out to amk hub after school wif bernard , sherlyn , jing hui and karen,
ate our lunch there.
Window-shopping there,
m-r-t-e-d down to j8 for a walk since sheryln requested for it.

Headed home around 5.

Gonna buck up after march holiday,
and i've made a timetable for march holiday.


13th> party
14th> bbq
15th> badminton
16-18th >chalet
19th > bbq
2oth >sentosa
21th > working at my mum's shop in the morning.
22th > -Slot empty-


I'll be chipping out 100 dollar on the 14th of bbq,
and as 16-18th chalet ,
sandy will be paying half of the amount for the booking ,
food will be shared among ourselves.

Karen: You update your blog or no update also no use.
Me: Why?
Karen: Because sherlyn, bernard all also rarely online.
Me: Kinda true.


I'm so dumb ,
shall cut down on blogging .

I'm out from here,
byes.


Trying to say something to you,
but i cant.
Because ,
everytime i stand near you,
i'm totally speechless.